Love This Picture..

I saw this picture on the Barefoot Books site and loved it...

Support Our Troops...

Today and every day for the freedom we have is gained by their efforts.

To Our Soldiers...

"True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost."

~ Aurthur Ashe

On this day I thank you all for your courage, commitment and sacrifice to our great country. You are not forogtten but in our our hearts and prayers daily.

May God bless and protect you until you can come home.

Happy Memorial Day...

Wishing you all a wonderful Memorial Day weekend!

Heartfelt Sympathy...

My heart and prayers go out to the Chapman family for the loss of their daughter.

Words seem an inadequate comfort during this time. Praying that they are surrounded by comfort and peace. That soon memories of this child will cease to bring pain and will instead bring a smile to their lips and joy to their hearts.

Me Thinking About the Wait......

The picture says it all...

Worth Waiting For Swap....

We did a Ladybug, Dragonfly, and Panda swap this month. I received my package on Friday. Inside was a ladybug discovery book, a love bug hooded bath towel, a ladybug sun hat, and cute ladybug necklace, earrings and pin set. Thanks Janice, your gift came at just the right time!

Look at all the goodies!

Close up the ladybug jewelry

A Little Rant and Retail Therapy...

I’ve been trying to decide if I should write this post for the last few weeks. What finally prompted me to do it is that many of you reading this are in the same boat as I am. The wait to bring your daughter home occasionally wears you down. It unexpectedly, or not so unexpectedly, slams into you with the force of a fist slamming into your chest. So if you don’t want to read my little rant you can stop here.

Lately, I’ve been having a difficult time dealing with the wait and all it entails. I'm weary. Weary of waiting, weary of wondering, and weary of this little ache that seems like it just won't go away. How do you answer the question “What’s going on with China? Why is it taking so long?” How do I answer that question when I don’t know have the answer? I don't know how to explain it. I know everyone who is asking does so because they genuinely care. Most, if not all, of them are waiting for her to come home too. This year preparing for Mothers day made me so sad and I haven’t been able to shake it. Despite my best efforts not to go "there." This is the 5th mothers day that has come and gone since we decided to expand our family. I have that small sad feeling. The one that brings tears to your eyes that you can’t actually let fall. Then doubt and frustration get their nasty little hooks into me and won't let go. I have that "why not me attitude" and it's hard to shake. Then I feel guilty for feeling that way because I know I should be living life to the fullest. But at the same time I feel like I can’t because our family isn't complete yet. I know that I have been blessed beyond measure with the family, friends, and life I already have. It's a double-edged sword isn't it? Don’t get me wrong, I haven’t given up hope I’ve just hit a roadblock. I feel like one of those little toy cars that just keeps running into the wall. Anyway, sorry for the rant but if you've read this far thanks for letting me vent.

Now for the retail therapy part... I’m not much of a shopper but while I was out shopping for Mothers day I found some things I couldn't resist. Macy's was having a great sale. Check out these little dresses I picked up for our little one to be. My friend Jeni also contributed with the little bathing suit. Thanks Jeni, love ya!

ps. Jami, since I sent you the same dress (right side) for our spring bling swap maybe one day we can exchange pictures of the girls in their little dresses?!?!

Bush Gardens...

We went to Bush Gardens a couple of weeks ago with our nieces, Samantha and Alyssa (oh yea, Jeff and Danielle went to :o) We did both big and little kid rides, and enjoyed a nice lunch. It was a nice afternoon... thanks for coming with us guys!

Congratulations Lynn & Mark...

Two tiny feet, That wave in the air...

Two tiny hands, That tug at your hair..

And an adorable little face,

A bundle of joy to love & embrace.

Welcoming Mallorie Ann Vivirito
Born May 12, 2008

Happy Mothers Day...

Mother...

You filled my days with rainbow lights,

Fairytales and sweet dream nights,

A kiss to wipe away my tears,

Gingerbread to ease my fears.

You gave the gift of life to me

And then in love, you set me free.

I thank you for your tender care,

For deep warm hugs and being there.

I hope that when you think of me

A part of you You'll always see.

~Author Unknown~

Wishing all you moms and moms to be a happy Mothers Day!

Congratulations to those who received referrals...

Hope you are celebrating receiving your referrals. Wishing you speedy and safe travels!

20 Months LID...

Long wait ahead...

Wish I had something witty to say but right now the wait is once again wearing me down.